Fatty Frustration

As I was scrolling through my photos I stumbled across some of the ones from last year and the previous years. “What the hell? How was I so skinny?” For sure. It was frustrating to see how slim I was previously… but that’s not what I’m upset about the most. What frustrated me the most was recalling how I used to call myself fat when clearly I wasn’t! Coming Home is coming soon this February 7th of 2020 and I will admit that I am not in my best shape. I was much larger and in fact the most insecure I’ve ever been in all my 17 (soon to be 18) years of existing. I can’t help but FEEL disappointed in myself. But what will dwelling on the past do?